I don't want to take it slow

I don’t want to take it slow.

Not now, not ever, when it comes to you.

I don’t want to wait to get to know you better at all. Is there a need to do that after all? Nobody says that we have to, anyway. Small talk is the last thing I want to share with you because I know that you have much more to say than that. Let your mind wander freely, and talk. I’m not here to judge, to embarrass you, or correct you in any way. Just talk to me about your fears, your hopes, your dreams.

What is your deepest secret? Do you even dare to share? That’s what I want to know – the zest of you when everything is well-kept and enjoyed by very few people. I want you as yourself.

I don’t want to waste any moments feeling anxious or embarrassed when you’re in front of me. Yes, it’s a human quality and I can’t escape it; but it keeps me away from enjoying the view. You, sitting quietly, enjoying some minutes of pure relaxation. I don’t want to look at the ground; there’s nothing it can offer me. I want to look in these beautiful eyes of yours, wondering each and every time how much beauty can be found in them. I want to remember the sight of them, I want to recall your gaze when I’m alone and all I can think about is you. I want to be impatient about the time I’m going to see them again; so no, I won’t look down.

I don’t want to wonder what your kiss feels like or what kind of cologne you wear. I don’t have to fill my mind with questions when you’re sitting right across from me. Is it bad that I want to feel your breath now, or your hands, on my skin? It shouldn’t even matter, and that look in your eyes tells me that you’re thinking the same thing. Are we really going to consider what is right or wrong here?

No, I don’t want any of that… Come here, and don’t ever second guess yourself. Show me; words are not necessary, and I don’t need them. What I want is to feel your body against mine, nothing else.

I don’t want to play games or have second thoughts when it comes to us. I don’t to over-think before doing something with you; because I know it will be okay.

When it comes to touching and kissing you, I don’t want any planning or thinking that you might not like it. When it is about calling or texting you, all it matters that I’m hearing your voice and I’m hearing yours. Who does it first and when, it doesn’t even have to be an issue. All I want to know is if your day was good, and if it wasn’t I want to hear all about it and then cheer you up at the end.

I don’t want us afraid of being ourselves. I don’t want the second thoughts in anything; I want you to know that I’m a dork and make fun of me for that fact. I want you to be able to speak freely, even curse if you want to, and not worry if I’m going to like or not. I don’t want us to think twice before each word, because we will both know that it’s alright to share anything that flows in our minds.

Take my hand and let’s go; I won’t even think it twice. I’ll leave worrying and over-thinking behind. They have nothing to offer me, there is nothing in them for me besides keeping me away from you.

Look at me, touch me, kiss me, make fun of me, be with me… I want all of that; I want you.

But most of all I “don’t wanna take it slow. I wanna take you home and watch the world explore from underneath your glow”.